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My Diary

Chapter Four Intro: “The RE-Creation of Creation.”

Katinka

An intense and productive period of deactivating and dismantling the distortions that made up old energy creation, while learning what does and does not belong in true, pure Divine Creation. If you are in the process of re-creating your own method of creation, this chapter will prove invaluable and validating to your own process.

Presented in Seven Short Videos:

  • October 7th: As I build my new website, I come face-to-face with allll the old distortions related to human creation. First up: My RESISTANCE to “work” and my HUGE technology block. 10:12 minutes
  • October 12th: As I neared the end of website creation, I had to dismantle old energy distortions around money ~ and accepting money from others.
  • October 13th: Uncovering the layered distortions around money ~ that ALL of humanity has been programmed to believe. 6:41 minutes
  • October 18th: This is the day I finished and released my new website. Instead of bringing relief, it brought up old distortions re: The fear of sharing ourselves to the world. 3:14 minutes
  • October 19th: The distortions are creation got SO ugly, that I almost lost myself in separation again! Whew! That was a close one! 3:33 minutes
  • October 20th: I get to the deepest layers of the distortions surrounding creation. And then I liberate it! 6:06 minutes (and :28 seconds as my iphone storage got full).

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The Re-Creation of Creation

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My Diary

Chapter One Intro: Enlightenment

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Five Days of Journal Writing (and a revisit to the “Pit of Despair”), I wrote myself right into enlightenment.

Presented in Five Short Videos:

  • July 29th: After a VERY challenging July (of 2020) I started journaling again, to give myself reminders of how NOT to give my peace away. 11:18 minutes
  • July 30th: More insights about making PEACE the default and it’s role in CREATION. Unbeknownst to me I was leaving reminders for myself, much like breadcrumbs, so I’d know how to navigate myself out of this latest bout of separation consciousness. 4:52 minutes
  • July 31st: Free-roaming anxiety starts to take me over again as I seesaw from peace to crap. 5:41 minutes
  • August 1st: My visit to that “Pit of Despair” and how I FINALLY chose NOT to abandon myself there. 3:36 minutes
  • August 2nd: The day I gave myself to myself. Self-proclaimed, self-bestowed, self-received ENLIGHTENMENT. AMEN! 11:27 minutes

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The Set-Up to Enlightenment

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My Diary

Chapter Two Intro: Reorientation

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The Honeymoon phase, deconditioning, and reorientation. Discovering that enlightenment ain’t all bliss.

Presented in Seven Short Videos:

  • August 2nd: Oh, the LOVELY honeymoon period! OH! What more can I say… 4:56 minutes
  • August 3rd: My RELIEF and GRATITUDE as I reorient myself to living in the world without needing to seek anything! 2:43 minutes
  • August 7th: We lost our electricity for four days…and I didn’t mind at all. I talk about how different it is navigating the world without the wound. 6:04 minutes
  • August 9th: The absence of the Questioner. I also talk of how the whole spectrum of human emotions remain but how I don’t get LOST in them anymore. 5:20 minutes
  • August 12th and 13th: As enlightenment settles into normalcy the questioner is wanting to come back again. Reminding myself there is NOTHING to wait for anymore. 6:53 minutes
  • August 17th: Enlightenment is not about bliss all the time, it’s about holding ALL emotions and experiences in a steady space of Divine Neutrality. I AM Zero Point. 5:40 minutes
  • August 28th and 29th: I talk about some post-enlightenment materials I’ve found, which prove to be both exciting and distracting. Continuing to make PEACE the default. 8:13 minutes

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Chapter Three Intro: Embodiment

Katinka

September brings with it physical challenges as my body adjusts to the new frequency. I learn that I can experience either Heaven or Hell in the body simply due to my perspective and intention.

Presented in Six Short Videos:

  • September 9th: The physical symptoms of embodiment come back full force, which is always a challenge. I also talk of the conscious effort that is needed for my enlightenment. 7:30 minutes
  • September 13th Part 1: Reaching a breaking point with the physical discomfort, trying to force instant relief, waffling with peace, etc. 5:42 minutes
  • September 13th Part 2: The history of my body’s 10 year embodiment phase and DELIVERING myself from physical suffering. 4:55 minutes
  • September 13th Part 3: Commanding ENOUGH of the “wishy-washy” enlightenment! 2:57 minutes
  • September 28th: Experiencing both hell and heaven in the body WHILE in pain. The end of the deconditioning phase. 5:43 minutes
  • September 30th: Two month post-enlightenment sum up. Getting instructions to “Do Less, Allow More.” Feeling an expansion into the next level, including full DNA activation. 6:29 minutes

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Embodiment

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